Sunday, August 22, 2010

Falling in the Endless Night Sky

Falling in the Endless Night Sky

I fall in the night sky
As I wonder why...
You've come into my life
Just to torture me with goodbye.
I can't think of any reason why,
Why do you have to bid goodbye?

I gazed at you as you walk away,
Goodbye was all that you had said.
Why does it have to end this way?
Is it wrong to feel this way?

I wish I can soar up high
With my broken wings to try
To take back the word goodbye.
But I can't even if I endlessly try
For this wings are torn to fly

I suffer from such desolation
As I plead for the night to end.
Yet, it's neverending
I wish I can even take
A glimpse of tomorrow morning
To end my grieving
For my eyes are bleeding.


I would wait for years to see you again
And show you how much I gain
That even from ashes I'll rise again.

I'll wait for you in this timeless moment;
The moment you gave your last goodbye--
The night you left me to die;
The night I fell in the endless night sky.

Friday, August 13, 2010

Red Bloody Roses

 Red Bloody Roses

These roses are real so
I wrote my love for you on paper roses
Sealed with heartfelt poetry
And glaring honesty so
It can live 'til eternity.

These roses are red
For it was made with bloodshed
From my trembling bloody hands
Hoping it would even reach your hands.

These roses are real yet
It has no impaling thorns
Nor the roses' sweet scent
But it has the bitter smell of blood
From my anguished veins.

These roses aren't dead and
It would never die for it
Was blessed with an eternal life
From my undying love
For this is the only way to tell you
And words will never be enough
To let you know.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Letters from the Tormented Soul


Worlds separate us apart,
Your words shattered me million pieces apart.
I tried so hard to reach you;
Yet, my ghostly hands can't even touch you.
But what can I do if I always think of you
Even if it makes me whimper and feel blue?
This sentiment for you feels so true.

I wish you could see
You mean everything to me.
But you don't-and will never-see me
Though you're always in front of me.
I'm invisible in your naked eyes;
You're the only apple of my eyes.

Only words can tell what my mouth can't say
But they go wrong when I'm on my way.
I'm craving to tell you what I'm feeling;
I'm drowning because of this crazy feeling.

I tirelessly scream your name
Am I the one to blame
If my attempts were in vain
And it only caused me so much pain?

If my last words even reach you
Just assume I am dead for I
Strive so hard to reach you but
I fall in the abyss of emptiness
To suffer from great distress
And die because of extreme sadness.

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Endeavor

I am blessed with the strength of a god,
Armed with the helm of iron will and
Aegis of immortality. Not even shadow fiends or
Even gorgons would stand in my way.
I'll save you from the demon witch with
My divine rapier sanctified by Zeus.

I have climbed enormous mountains.
I have killed countless undead minions.
I have fought ferocious beasts.
I will slay the wicked demon witch
To save you from your eternal slumber,
For us to live happily ever-after.

I am the knight-in-shining armor in your dreams
No one could stop me-not even myself- for I've come this far
So I won’t be turning back. I'll break the curse
To wake you up my sweet princess.

My eagerness gives me valor as I walk
My way into the dim castle in the middle of the
Dreadful forest. Then I open the ancient door, I searched
For your room in the gloomy hallway of the castle.
Then I walk upstairs, only the moonlight illuminates my
Path to you. The demon witch is beside you when
I found you. I fight her with all my might,
I only need to pierce her with my divine rapier.
But she's so powerful, only my love for you
Strengthens me and makes me invulnerable of her attacks.
I endure her destructive spells, I valiantly
Run to her and successfully give her a
Coup de grace. At last! The demon witch is dead.
We can now rejoice with bliss.
I know only a single kiss can wake you up.
So I kissed your tender lips in that tranquil night;
The immense darkness is starting to fade;
The radiant sun is gleaming at the sky,
Devouring the immense darkness of the night.
And I stare at your lovely eyes as you slowly wake up.
You'll never be alone again as long as I'm living
For you are something worth the waiting.

Now that the demon witch is dead,
You can now leave your deadly bed,
For your miserable has end.
Will you now live with me 'til the end?

Saturday, February 6, 2010

A Dreadful Nightmare

The radiant sun sleeps,
The serene moon glows,
The solitary night is cold.
The sky is filled with
Stars sparkling like a diamond,
Deafening silence wrecks my ears.

My crestfallen eyes are closed,
My fingers are crossed,
I lie here shaking.
My fate is cursed,
My life is doomed,
Everything is fading.

Light has lost its radiance;
Darkness has devoured me.
I’m lost in a deadly slumber-
Another dreadful nightmare.
I can hear spectral voices anywhere,
Specters are tormented everywhere.
I don’t know where I am but
The angel of death has come

From the dark clouds; I know
I’ll die on broken wings.
The radiant sun is rising,
The serene moon is hiding,
The night is turning to dawn.

The crows are flying
Over the horizon.
The black roses are slowly dying.
The sonorous requiem is starting.

I still hear the agony
Of my lifeless heart.
I still feel the melancholy
My blind eyes had gone through.

Now my empty soul wanders
In the place they call eternity.
Sitting at the top of the hill
Eternally desolated.

A Day Before the Summer Vacation

A Day Before the Summer Vacation

You were so close,
Yet so far for me to reach.
You saw me when you glanced behind;
I was there sitting beneath the acacia tree,
As I clutch my emotions for me not to cave in.

The sands in the hourglass were
Rapidly falling, time was melting in
The hotness of summer.

The lights of the cameras were flashing,
They were smiling, busy taking picture of
Themselves for the memories no to fade
In oblivion. In a day, when sorrow and
Bliss conjoined, I was there sitting
Not knowing what to do.

The moment was heartfelt, I had seen
The bliss in your glossy eyes.

I was going to approach you to tell
You my farewell message, but my legs
Were frozen because of fear; I couldn’t
Move at that time.

The walls between us was too enormous
For me to vanquish; I don’t want
To vanish.

I had waited until sunset and I saw
Your shadow fade in the immense
Darkness of the night and I was there,
Still sitting beneath the acacia tree,
Still staring at the place where your shadow fade.

All I had to say was goodbye,
My eyes shouted it but wasn’t loud
Enough for you to hear my eyes’ trembling
Voice of saying goodbye. My dread
To talk to you tied my tongue; I
Couldn’t say a word, not even the single
Word goodbye, It was the last time,
Did I push myself too hard? Or I didn’t
Push at all?

It was the last time,
I didn’t take my chances
While the sun’s dazzling light
Shines through my skin to my
Rotting flesh.

It was the last time,
A now-or-never moment.
The end of everything,
The start of a new beginning.
I’m still waiting for you to
Hear the words I never had the
Chance to tell.
I know farewells aren’t forever,
But heartache is what I suffer,
When you were there and all I could
Do was to stare.